Life as it is.

The other week i went out and got a photo taken of me at the club, i have never seen my arm look so fucking huge.
Since, i have been to the gym everyday and gone clubbing at least three nights a week.
Taking diet pills and seeing my trainer.

Honestly the only things i ever wear are work uniform, gym clothes or clubbing dresses.

I will get down to 42 kilos, i know it, i just have to work so so hard.

I need to beat my junk food addiction, is it thirty days it takes to get something out of your system?
Carbs, i need to get my undying love for carbs out of my system.
and maccas... Cheeseburgers are my best friend, they are to become my worst enemy.

I love my life so much lately.
I have met so many new friends and am just enjoying myself.. My bank balance is not happy with me though ;)


Ive just started following a ton more blogs, the more i follow, the more likely i am to get on here more often. I want happy posts to read everyone, i hate hearing depresso shit. Why hate yourself? Now im being contradcting, seeing as i have posted many depressing things in my time.. but seriously, all it takes is confidence.
Look in the mirror and tell yourself 'fuck im good' daily, and you'll eventually believe it. Even if you arent skinny enough just yet, you're on the way and you're trying so quit focusing on the fact that you're not quite at your goal yet and think about your life as a whole, whats good and whats bad? Fix the bad.

I am at the best place at the moment.
Im so happy. Sometimes i get upset about being single or about feeling used by guys, or just coming down from an alcohol or drugs binge, but than think about all the things im doing. My life is amazing and I have so much to look forward to.
I go out dancing with my girls.
I have boys lining up for cuddle nights for when i want to stay in.
When im mad, i run it out.
Theres so many festivals coming up, and gigs and i have a whole lot of goals.

I kinda need to win lotto or get a second job..
But things are fucking good.

Im getting addicted to tumblr posts.. Ahhh cant get away from the computer!
PHOTOS! I havent done photos in a while...